First post: My Last Letter For The Living

I'm sorry for what I've done... and I'm sorry for what I'm about to do...

This is not the end.. it may look like, but no.. this is just another beginning.. in case you ever doubt...

Mistakes.. that's life made from.. and for.. just mistakes.. look around.. is there anything fair? nothing.. you have nothing, you are nothing.. Do you feel inferior? Well, I always thought that maybe we are God's equals... but if you wanna be superior, I'm telling you, you are trying in vain..

Sometimes I just think... what have I done wrong? Why I have to apologize for? For my stupid existence?.. it's just a matter of time, I won't be here forever..
Used. All that I have, and all that I can left behind is.. ink and blood.. frozen tears.. ash.. just ash..
Okay.. but there's no point arguing with myself.. I'll just keep inside all the stuff you don't see, and live my life until I die. What else am I supposed to do? ...

I need some time for my own.. I need some space for my own.. but it may be just waste.. waste.. I'm sorry for what I'm about to do.. I'd love to open my heart and say everything I have in mind..

Should I? ...

You were all I had... my everything... waste.