see? mai scriu cate ceva, once in a while..

deci capodopera.

how many times have you had your heart broken?

you know.. when you feel like you have no air, that you are falling, and there is no one there to catch you.. when you are alone, and your only love remains the rain, because SHE (not 'it') is the only one that cries with you..

did I say "only love" ? I might have mistaken. it is said that the one who deserves to be loved by you, that one will never crush you, your heart, your soul, your everything..

you give everything to that "one" which you think will never hurt you.

but again, from all the people beside you in the universe, who can you trust?

even that one that you trust not to rip your heart out.. fucks you up like the ultimate jerk. and then you spend all your evenings crying, thinking that you were so stupid and so naive.. you feel like you are frozen inside, and yet you can actually feel you heart burning, turning into ashes, far far away from you.. or maybe inside you.. you feel like all your world collapsed, hiding the pain within. all the happiness you thought you felt is gone, replaced by an awfwl bitter-sweet despair. all the colours left your soul, you can feel only in grey, black and white.

you turn around and find a rose at the end of the bed, with "I'm sorry, I love you! Please forgive, I am so stupid.." written on its petals.. you wishyou could throw it away, but you just modify the writing and send it back. "I'm sorry that I love you. Please forgive me, I am so stupid.."

you have no more tears to cry, and you just don't know what to do.. you have been betrayed, crushed, ripped, hurt in such an awfwl way, and you can't forgive..

you can't seem to recall when you last smiled. you keep hurting yourself on the outside, trying to kill what's on the inside. but the pain inside you is still there, eating you, destroying you.. how could someone you love do something like this to you?

how many times have you felt this way? you many times you wanted your (in)significant other to feel how it's like? how many time have you had your heart broken?

I? well I.. I don't matter.

deci domnule.. la 00:00 fics 0_0 capodopera proprie.. acuma ni.

stii ce film am vazut? GIA. yup. biografia aia putin porno, putin drama, putin funny, putin putin. e tare. cu anjelina. you should whatch it too, yeah yeah..